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| Sink or Swim |
[03 Oct 2009|04:06pm] |
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As I slowly fall deeper in my world's abyss, time gently strokes me with acceptance. This is who I am. This is where I am. This is life, granted to you by mystical force. It is yours. You have one and one alone. Change the past can you not, live wastefully should you not, regret is inevitable, but regretting is living wastefully. It is wise to not dwell on your lost past, for if you do that, your present as we speak is being lost at the very same time. This is who I am, this is the life given to me. Nothing will change that, and only the steps you take yourself from now will ever matter. At this very moment. The step you are taking now, without worry for the step you took previously. And little by little, you will understand life is a road, and you are in the car, looking forward, and if you ever look back, time will catch you and rip you up to shreds. This is life. We live, we don't lived.
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| Monkey Man - Ore Ska Band |
[14 Aug 2009|09:50pm] |
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Monkey Man
Ore Ska Band
I never saw you
I only heard you
I never saw you
I only heard you
I never saw you
I only heard you
I never saw you
I only heard you
Aye aye aye aye aye aye
(Everybody) Funking up the big monkey man
Aye aye aye aye aye aye
(Everybody) Funking up the big monkey man
Now I know that
Now I understand
Now I know that
Now I understand
Now I know that
Now I understand
Now I know that
Now I understand
It's alright, it's alright
(Everybody) You earning the monkey money
It's alright, it's alright
(Everybody) You earning the monkey money
I said I'm gonna find a way to Banburry Cross
Try to see the monkey brother I lost
He drinks funny drinks and wears funny clotheses (mispronounciation ftw)
He sing a little song wherever he be
'Cause he's a monkey
'Cause he's a monkey
'Cause he's a really really really really monkeyman
Aye aye aye aye aye aye
(Everybody) Funking up the big monkey man
Aye aye aye aye aye aye
(Everybody) Funking up the big monkey man
i love this song, haha.
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| Time is Speeding Up |
[08 Aug 2009|01:11am] |
I think this statement is true. Something is going on, and my mind can't wrap around what is happening to me. I don't think it's just me who feels it. I've read forums. Many individuals have felt the last couple of years that time is warping and changing the way it's perceived. It's only in the last few years that it's made big changes, and in particular for me, the last 6 months, perhaps even since last year have been zooming by without latching on to me. Months seem like weeks, weeks seem like a day and days seem like a mere few hours now. Just what the heck is going on?
Does anybody have this experience of having no grasp of time, and reality shifting to a level you can no longer reach to or control?
Why is this happening?
This is most definitely not the aging syndrome where the older you get the faster time flies. It is in hyper mode. Don't tell me all adults in their 40s and 50s entered a state of hyper time mode in their early 20s?
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| Michael Jackson and Me |
[27 Jun 2009|04:02am] |
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When I was a little girl, I guess about 7 , 8 , 9, I knew Michael Jackson very well. My mum loved him to bits, I knew that because she had a few video tapes and like all of the Michael Jackson music collection. Not hard to figure out an obsession, take me for example, Vampire Knight playing cards, Yuuki and Kaname Pillow with the same design on my playing cards, Kaname wall scroll, Kaname bag, Kaname dota name, I think you get the picture. Well it's like that when I was a kid, watching my mother love him as a fan. It's just something that happened. And her doing so, got me very familiar with all of his songs, especially his video Thriller. I actually loved that video a lot as a kid and watched it a bit. Maybe not as much as my mother, but I respected and loved him as an artist. I thought he was a fantastic singer and dancer. I also thought he would ALWAYS be there in the world somewhere, in his extravagant life style. Just being there. Being in this world, that I am also in. Allowing me to know him for a long time of my life, til he grows old and dies before I grow old and die. There's not many people that I consider to have a god like presence, in fact, I can't really think of any who could possibly move me more than him as his presence has been removed. Something so prominent, and so sure since my early childhood, has left us, and left me, in an absolute state of shock. Inside, I want to cry really badly... but I also want to fight those feelings of crying because it is so hypocritical. I was not a fan, I did not love him at his moment of passing, and yet I love him now that he is gone. I am such a hypocrit, so I will not allow myself to cry for him. But I will just give him my words. He was a huge part of this world, and now that he is gone, the world is more chaotic, and makes less sense... he will not be replaced, and he will be missed.
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| I LOVE UNDERTAKER WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO |
[09 Apr 2009|07:19am] |
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A few months ago I got back into wrestling and developed a major crush on the dead man lol <3
And well this morning I watched wrestlemania 25 Undertaker vs Sean Michaels. One of the god damn best matches ive evar had the bliss to watch.. ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR I was so scared he'd lose his streak, but my baby, he kept it<3 I love you dead man.
17-0 undertaker 4 lyfe. nao a pretty picture to commemorate ^o^
TOMBSTONE PILEDRIVER BIATCH!!~
when I was cheering, my mum walks into my doorway saying "it's not real!" repeatedly.
....why does she want to try and spoil my childish fun? Lolz
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[29 Nov 2008|11:30am] |
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Tonight we dine in hell!
Today we dine well!
FF3! Are they coincidence?
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| Hay |
[13 Jul 2008|03:40pm] |
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aya hirano - CHA LA HEAD CHA LA TSUBAKI! |
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Well gaiz it's been fun
I'm off to become a porn star nao
I'll send you all my videos<3
-serchan
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| L buttsechz tachi へ |
[26 May 2008|03:56am] |
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うわああぁー
あいたかったよ！！
I found a link to our DN minifest pictures and remembered you~~!
I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna give you hugs T_T
Why did I have to leave!? Nuuuuuuuuuuu
Ne.. if one day, I come back.. can we be L buttsechz san-tachi once more?
ちがう！
四たち！
ミランちゃんも！！ Or whatever your name is at the time!
I love you guys! I'll always love you guys!
Take care of yourselves!! OK!?
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| VAMPIRE KNIGHT FANFIC: Midnight Pudding |
[23 May 2008|01:23am] |
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Title: Midnight Pudding
Author: Serenity-sama / TsukiKamiKira
Rating: M
Pairing: Kaname x Yuki x Kaname (cause hes submissive and I wish he'd suck on her again in the manga)
Genre: VK!Smut Oneshot #1 / Post Chapter 37-38-39(?)
Warnings: SPOILERS!! If you aren't up to date with the manga, at the time this is written (chapter 39) don't read any further! Besides that.. Uhh.. nothing worse than you have seen in the manga. And don't read this if someone can see over your shoulder or they'll think your A HENTAI KYAAAAAAA! (not that that's a bad thing...) But there's no actual sex...unless you count VK!Sex. And we all know what that entails ;P Sorry to disappoint.
Summary: Kaname feeds Yuki some pudding, it's almost as 10 years ago, only Yuki is now an awakened bloodthirsty vampire. Set some days after her transformation (A pre-chapter 40 boredom killer)
( Clickies! )
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| FOCUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[18 May 2008|09:29pm] |
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doko no dareka to nanishite tano? okoranai kara syojikini
shiranai piasu (pierce) tabako ni pinku (pink) no ru-ju (rouge) ga tsuiteiru
mou nigerarenai nigasanai subete wo hanashite to itta no wa watashi dakedo
yappari kikenai hanashi no tochuu tobidasu "nee"
doushite uso deshou doushite! kikanakya shiranakya shinjinakya yokatta
watashi dake aishite watashidake yasashii wana wo shikakete oiteyo
itsukara uso deshou itsukara? donna fuu ni dou yatte dokomade shitteru no?
watashi ni wa naimono motteruno? souzou bakari ga fukurami dashite ru
kitsukeba itsumo kimi to kiteta kouen ni tadori tsuiteta
nani ga nanda ka mou wakaranai kimi kara no denwa nani yamanai
zutto mae ni yamerutte itteta hazu no tabako sui dashite gomakasuno
yappari kikitai hanashi no tochuu kininaru "haa"
doukoka ni kiechau dokokani usotsuki kizutsuki aisotsukita kara
isoide mueni konakucha kimi to onaji koto watashi ni mo dekiru yo
mecha mecha konna ni mecha mecha uragiri yokogiri girigiri nanda kara
kantan ni kirai nanre tara donna ni rakuna no? dou sureba ii no?
pin de tometa futari yorisou shashin yugandeku
dou mitemo mou fo-kasu (focus) ga awanai yo nee
doushite uso deshou doushite! kikanakya shiranakya shinjinakya yokatta
watashi dake aishite watashidake yasashii wana wo shikakete oiteyo
itsukara uso deshou itsukara? donna fuu ni douyatte dokomade shitteru no?
watashi ni wa naimono motteru no? souzou bakari ga fukurami dashite ru
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| Bill's replacement |
[18 May 2008|04:18pm] |
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Time to switch to Kaname.. because I'm now a devoted Kaname fangirl, though Bill will be in my heart forever!! I love them both <3
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| The Sleeping Dragon's quote emporium. |
[11 May 2008|09:38pm] |
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I love this guy.
He makes fucking retarded comments frequently when he logs in irc. So I want to record them for future funnies. (lolz shits and giggles)
( starting nao )
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| Broken Doll |
[04 May 2008|06:08am] |
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Hi Miss Alice
What kind of dream does
your glass eye see?
Are you entranced by it?
Once again my heart tears open
and flows out
After trying to patch the holes
left by these memories.
Still you do not answer.
Still you do not answer.
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[01 May 2008|11:08am] |
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Jaime..
what does that mean?
If possible..I'd like to never have to let go of these feelings.
Let me be yours forever....
I can not let go of these feelings ever.
I can not. I must not.
At that time..what is to become of me? Nobody is you..nobody...
So I don't want these feelings to leave me ...たとえ私は悲しいずっと永遠に…
寂しいよ…
会いたいマイダーリン
愛してるから
どうして
私たちは一緒にできないのはなぜ？
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どこまでも寒い…
どうしても…
神様
どうか…
どうかよろしく
私はマソでしょう…
哀れなの人。
むくつく
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[26 Apr 2008|04:56am] |
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The essentials to happiness are something to love, something to do, and something to hope for.
This was someones irc quit message, and I know mine..so in lightness of the game..
1 Something to Love:Vince
2 Something to Do: ..Vince
3 Something to hope for: That my name will be Vince's 1 & 2 forever.
Wish I could be a stupid bitch and say I know its not LIE it is TRUTH..but I don't know anything right now. I'm pathetic.
Perhaps he is the person that scoops up my puddle of patheticness, puts it in a freezer, turns me into icecream, and eats the pathetic icecream.
OOh vince that tickles. teehee. *melts*
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| p.s. |
[23 Apr 2008|06:23am] |
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WARNING: to any friends that still exist on LJ reading this (you probably shouldn't) <3
OUT.PAXTON HAI2U OUT.PAXTON HAI2U
OUT.PAXTON HAI2U OUT.PAXTON HAI2U
OUT.PAXTON HAI2U OUT.PAXTON HAI2U
OUT.PAXTON HAI2U OUT.PAXTON HAI2U
OUT.PAXTON HAI2U OUT.PAXTON HAI2U
OUT.PAXTON HAI2U OUT.PAXTON HAI2U
OUT.PAXTON HAI2U OUT.PAXTON HAI2U
DOTAFORUM HAI2U DOTAFORUM HAI2U
DOTAFORUM HAI2U DOTAFORUM HAI2U
DOTAFORUM HAI2U DOTAFORUM HAI2U
PAXTON CHILD ASS FUCKER HAI2U
PAXTON PEDOPHILIC ASS FUCKER HAI2U
PAXTON ADOLESCENT ASS FUCKER HAI2U
( i don't want to be put on his level...so ill lj cut it.. )
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[23 Apr 2008|06:12am] |
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20 years later
shit geri i blew it all on mai coke
i noe liek my body whoring bisnez aint doin too well now.. im all wrinkly n mouldy
i kant afford animore botox..halp mi plz
wal i don't need moneyz i gut rich sensiblez husbands
o i got a great ideaz
lol wut?
lets reform teh spicegirls!
VIVA FOREVER3 MONTHZ!
YEYY GIRL POWER IZ BACKZ WOOOT!
k datll do til wez deadz me thinks.
bai guyz it was fun
k latez
bai
adios
gaizz ;_; call me?
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hahahahha
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[15 Apr 2008|03:23pm] |
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I'm glad Bills better now ! :)
I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu stay healthy and happy <3
and come to australia already, lol!
Now in commemoration: "AHHHHHH"
huhuuhuu..
*listening to 1000 meere*
he's such a great singer.. wow he'll always be my idol! ^^
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